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breaking the radio silence, a brief respite for something like tradition.

i've stared down another year, can't say who blinked first, though.

all said and done, i'm thankful for everything--what i've learned, how i've grown and changed, the good things and the hard ones, everything cheesy but truthful i could say here.
i'm not sure if i have regrets, as generally (like resolutions) i don't believe in them. but all the same some things make me sadder than others.
i'm lonely sometimes--i miss you. yes, you. i have wonderful amazing people in my world, and most of them are out of reach. my fault, yes, admittedly so.

the handful that look out for me no matter what, i'm lucky to have.

i look back at the last five years that i've watched this day in in a similar fashion, and am amazed at how things have changed. worlds and worlds away, these eons i've traveled through.

i'm tired. three a.m. is late for me tonight, the way the meds and the sleeping and the working and the world play out. i'm tired, and it shows. in my silliness with words, in the photos, in my face.

this is twenty-nine

but this is twenty-nine. hello world, i've missed you.

this year i took what felt like a million pictures of myself. this year i stood up for myself--i can't count how many times--even when it cost me, even when it helped me. this year i lost. this year i loved. this year i learned. and i am still learning. still finding how to be the best version of myself. functional, but not just. thoughtful, always. creative... well. obviously i've got work to do. hello twenty-nine, let's discuss a few things.

[i don't have birthday plans at the moment. i'd thought vaguely about declaring brunch at seward or else something in the evening post ridiculous sporting events, but i've not decided. let me know if you've opinions or thoughts or otherwise.]

Date: 2008-02-03 09:45 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile]
been listenin to yer 'Last FM' station, btw. Plus, yr in my 'neighborhood'.

Thanks, and Happity Birthday!

Date: 2008-02-03 01:35 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile]
The world misses you right back.

Happy 29, sweet. I'd buy you brunch if I could.

Date: 2008-02-03 01:44 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile]
Happy Birthday! :)

Date: 2008-02-03 02:11 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile]
where have you been?

Date: 2008-02-03 03:14 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile]
Happy birthday, and I wish you a very happy 29.

Date: 2008-02-03 04:25 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile]
It's good to see that you're alive! I walked by your place last night at about 12:30am and thought about buzzing your place and seeing your new apartment, but didn't know if you worked early today.

Call me or [ profile] sithlet sometime and we'll take you out to dinner! It's been too long since we've seen you!

Date: 2008-02-03 04:50 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile]
Hello! HAppy BirthDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I would have bought you a birthday gift but, as it turns out, rodents don't have any money. All we have are whiskers and adorableness. SUCH ADORABLENESS! Iam DOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOON Rodent! And I jhope you have a good birthday today!

I suggest you go to cheese making shop. They make lovely cheeses there.

Okay. Goodbye!

Date: 2008-02-03 05:48 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile]
I'm NOT going out for SuperBowl anything (433 is), so I'll gladly come have food with you somewhere tonight.

Date: 2008-02-03 05:52 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile]
Happy Birthday, Rosie-girl. I hope it treats you right. Next time I'm out there remind me to buy you a belated drink or cup of coffee, whatever floats your boat.

Date: 2008-02-03 07:01 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile]
happy birthday!

i'm busy during the daytime, but might be up for something in the evening. if you end up doing something, give me a call or email or post it.

Date: 2008-02-04 03:11 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile]

Happy Birthday, RosAlien!

Date: 2008-02-04 04:56 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile]
Happy Birthday beautiful!

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