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i'm losing my mind, everything's fine.
Mar. 22nd, 2003 10:46 pmi don't know what's wrong with me.
my sleep schedule is so out of whack.
but you'd think, that even with that,
if i'm getting enough sleep,
that i'd have some control over when i wanted to be awake.
it was about 2:30, and i was going to nap for a hour or so. the second alarm was set for four, just in case the first one didn't catch me. so with two alarms, and my phone right next to me (which claims to have rung six separate times), i woke up at about 9:30. when my phone rang again. what the fuck. i don't get it. i'd just slept fourteen hours in the last twenty-four.
i didn't need that sleep. i needed to wash dishes and see my family and be functional again.
and i know my allergies have taken a lot out of me. yesterday and today both. they make me feel crappy. but this is a bit much. i don't know if i'm sick again, or fighting depression, or smack in the middle of depression, or need to get sleep testing done... but it worries me. and i don't know who's going to know what to tell me. i only have a week to sort this out. *sigh*
i think it's time to pull something off my shelf and go read. wish i knew what. rereading is always comforting, but right now i can't pick. and that's strange too.
my sleep schedule is so out of whack.
but you'd think, that even with that,
if i'm getting enough sleep,
that i'd have some control over when i wanted to be awake.
it was about 2:30, and i was going to nap for a hour or so. the second alarm was set for four, just in case the first one didn't catch me. so with two alarms, and my phone right next to me (which claims to have rung six separate times), i woke up at about 9:30. when my phone rang again. what the fuck. i don't get it. i'd just slept fourteen hours in the last twenty-four.
i didn't need that sleep. i needed to wash dishes and see my family and be functional again.
and i know my allergies have taken a lot out of me. yesterday and today both. they make me feel crappy. but this is a bit much. i don't know if i'm sick again, or fighting depression, or smack in the middle of depression, or need to get sleep testing done... but it worries me. and i don't know who's going to know what to tell me. i only have a week to sort this out. *sigh*
i think it's time to pull something off my shelf and go read. wish i knew what. rereading is always comforting, but right now i can't pick. and that's strange too.
