i dreamt i held you in my arms

so i've been hiding. i realize this.
i don't know why especially. perhaps it's an extension of my reclusive bout.
or maybe it's just that i've been so damn busy and so tired.
so. quickish update.

classes are fine. have to figure out what i want to do for comps in the next month or so.
modern dance is still kicking my ass. i'd forgotten that there are muscles on the front of my shins.
eric came and woke me up this morning and he was all smoky and i've been allergic all day because of it. if he hadn't had his comps talk today, i might not have forgiven him. but under the circumstances i did.
i have to decide whether i want to do unco this summer or not. partially depends on where and when i end up moving though. amojojo, when do you leave for grad school paradise? because i liked that idea best so far.

it wants to be spring here. the grass is greening and the pussy willow/magnolia type trees are blooming. in the pouring freezing rain Wednesday i saw the first daffodils and snowdrops, and whatever those little blue flowers that spring up all over northfield are. note to self: drive past house on the corner of maple that usually has a blanket of blue for a lawn this time of year.

generally life is pretty good.

but.
i saw a skeezy townie riding a bicycle today, while smoking a cigar.
i mean really. can't we do a little better than that?

this weekend: homework, sleep, laundry, work, hopefully getting up to the cities to see both my family and 'a mighty wind.' (which i've been drooling over for two weeks now btw.) maybe finally talking my dad into the powerbook. we'll see.

now: sleep. why does class have to be earlier on fridays? i think that bites.

oh, and.

( my free will astology this week. hmm. )