nothing interesting - nothing new

all right. so i really don't want to do my work. and i know everyone cares.
new plan:
since i realized i forgot to take my meds to begin with and that that is probably a big part of the problem, take meds.
when they kick in, work.
if i get done early enough i get to go buy sash a drink for her birthday.
until i'm more focused, i'm allowing myself to procrastinate.

someone tell me whether or not to do unco. quick.
i want another week to make this decision in.
i've had to be too responsible in the last few days already.
grr. i can't make this decision by tomorrow.
maybe if they say i have to, it's a sign that i shouldn't.
why does life have to be complicated? i'm tired of that.

in other news, i'm growing ever more jealous of those i know with game cubes. want the new zelda. want the new smash bros. want want want.

had a good meeting with the dean today, who seemed to think i'll have no real trouble graduating on time with the class of 2004. hooray for that. less debt is a good thing. now to figure out comps by 5/16 and a possible independent study for this summer.

i'm tired and i shouldn't be. but that's nothing new.
i miss never really having known spring in baltimore, even if that sounds crazy.
i want to go write music for hours and hours, and i don't even have one to do that in.