psa

i know i've been hiding.
so that no one worries more than is appropriate...

i've been feeling evermore stressed and overwhelmed lately, mostly in relation to school.
finally acknowledged on Friday that i needed some help with this, and at least got help set in motion.
then today (that being Sunday) i lost it. had a nervous breakdown or something. couldn't get myself under control and certainly couldn't work. the ER diagnosis was anxiety, and now i'm on medication for a little while to help me get through this.
tomorrow will be a challenge, talking to profs and deans and whatnot about this.
thank you all who have been concerned. i will be okay. eventually i will.


and also, because i haven't posted etc. since then, happy awfully belated birthdays to amojojo and nicepersonality. i'm sorry i missed it. when i get through this crap we should all go out together and i will buy you birthday drinks.

and now back to sleep.