stupid. fucking. network.

i haven't had an internet connection for more than three minutes at a time in what now, two weeks? a week and a half? what feels like eternity. i'm here struggling to get my friends page to load, in my three allotted minutes, but i know i'm going to be hundreds of posts back and won't get loaded back to there before it dies. so. i miss you all terribly. i feel horribly cut off from the world. i'm hoping and praying this gets fixed soon. fuck fuck fuck.

show opens friday, wish me luck.