*bangs head against wall*

i'm a terrible daughter. i completely forgot about my dad's birthday yesterday. in fairness to me, i was confused about whether the fourth was today or monday (thinking it more likely monday) until about 2am last night. then again, i didn't remember at that point either. i suppose this is what i get for not looking at a real calendar for oh, two weeks.

my sleep schedule has been tormenting me as i try and fix it--i lost most of yesterday to that in fact--and what with how stressed i've been lately. i don't know. i can see how easily things manage to slip my mind. but just because i can see it doesn't make it any more comfortable.

at any rate, i feel awful about it, yet don't see any very good way to make up for it. *sigh*

stupid me. stupidstupidstupid. this hasn't so much been my week.