the new album was nearly finished.
Oct. 22nd, 2003 10:37 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
bryiarrosei could post elliott smith lyrics all day long.
because that's what's holding me together right now.
i should be in class. discussing moby-dick. i should have showered and done some homework and gone to class. and here i am still in bed. still trying not to cry. and it seems so lame. like i'm overreacting. and i don't want to be just another weepy fangirl.
i don't know how to explain what this man was to me. he wasn't an idol. he might have been an influence. he was comfort. he was inspiration. he was someone that could stand onstage with a guitar and make me cry. he's someone i met and tried not to be too foolish in front of. he's someone that i have a set list tucked away from. he's someone that i went out and bought four albums of all at once--every one there was--after hearing one song. he's someone whose music i've passed on to others lovingly. he's someone i will miss. how do you explain what kind of loss that is? how do you explain to the rest of the world that expects you to pull yourself together that he's not just a musician that had too many addictions, too many problems, might have killed himself.
he's gone. and i'm lost for what to do. what to say. how to feel. but i'm going to go try to shower. try to go to classes. try to get through the day. i've lost one of my important ones. how do i translate that?
because that's what's holding me together right now.
i should be in class. discussing moby-dick. i should have showered and done some homework and gone to class. and here i am still in bed. still trying not to cry. and it seems so lame. like i'm overreacting. and i don't want to be just another weepy fangirl.
i don't know how to explain what this man was to me. he wasn't an idol. he might have been an influence. he was comfort. he was inspiration. he was someone that could stand onstage with a guitar and make me cry. he's someone i met and tried not to be too foolish in front of. he's someone that i have a set list tucked away from. he's someone that i went out and bought four albums of all at once--every one there was--after hearing one song. he's someone whose music i've passed on to others lovingly. he's someone i will miss. how do you explain what kind of loss that is? how do you explain to the rest of the world that expects you to pull yourself together that he's not just a musician that had too many addictions, too many problems, might have killed himself.
he's gone. and i'm lost for what to do. what to say. how to feel. but i'm going to go try to shower. try to go to classes. try to get through the day. i've lost one of my important ones. how do i translate that?
