for those of you interested in how much i suck, the following story:
tonight i tried out for roller derby.
i was one of ten people sent home.
and yes, the skates i was wearing didn't fit and my allergies meant that breathing was harder than normal. but still. i went. i tried. i stopped to try and fix my skates an awful lot. i got sent home. i tried not to cry even though eric said i could. i talked a lot about how i suck at life right now, and how just generally, i'm pretty broken. guess i need to learn to change that.
tonight i tried out for roller derby.
i was one of ten people sent home.
and yes, the skates i was wearing didn't fit and my allergies meant that breathing was harder than normal. but still. i went. i tried. i stopped to try and fix my skates an awful lot. i got sent home. i tried not to cry even though eric said i could. i talked a lot about how i suck at life right now, and how just generally, i'm pretty broken. guess i need to learn to change that.
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Date: 2005-06-14 02:46 am (UTC)and you've got a beautiful voice.
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Date: 2005-06-14 03:00 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2005-06-14 03:19 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2005-06-14 03:28 am (UTC)You officially rock so much more than I do.
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Date: 2005-06-14 04:34 am (UTC)you rule
and i've seen you recently
so
like
yknow
my opinion matters again
:)
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Date: 2005-06-14 04:53 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2005-06-14 01:36 pm (UTC)love you.
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Date: 2005-06-14 03:35 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2005-06-14 05:16 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2005-06-14 09:09 pm (UTC)plus, everything from here on out is going to be better.
we'll get your skates loosened, a regular skating schedule, and, man, they'll be picking you out of the line-up this next time around...
*hugs*
you're so sweet.
don't let this get you down.
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Date: 2005-06-14 09:52 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2005-06-20 08:38 pm (UTC)