someone catch me?

found my book.
still don't know how i'm getting through this everything.
sometimes, it's all just so hard and so much.
and time, goes so fast.
i meet my own expectations. usually.
i don't know who else has them for me now, or whether i meet them anymore at all.
but i think i need to be singing more.
is it spring yet? i need spring now please.
i swear, one of these days i'll do more than bitch. one of these days i'll be able to.
i'm determined.
i think.

the elephant never gets tired of carrying its tusks

doctor's appointment went well. gets me to a better place in my head to have someone tell me i'm not broken.
so that's a relief.

my free will astrology is just what i needed to hear today.

( aquarius horoscope for the week of feb. 27th )

plus, i splurged and bought a new keyboard and mouse.
wait, let me amend that. a 'virtually indestructible' keyboard that will survive even the next whiskey and coke (or whatever) that gets spilled on it. or so it claims. i'll let ya know what i think.

now, do i go see the players show tonight so that i can try and go see my best friend Saturday? i think perhaps.

if only the cave'd email me back and tell me how long and when i'm supposed to play tomorrow, i might just be in a good mood. almost. maybe.