sniffle sniffle sneeze

[bryiarrose]

because my nose won't let me sleep.
it won't let me do anything productive either.
my choice is either to lie in bed feeling miserable or be up and sneezing constantly while hoping to get something done and accomplishing nothing. it's not fair! i don't even have any plant/pollen/whatever allergies. and yes i know, mold is a spring allergy too. but i don't think it's fair. nothing i take seems to help and i'm so tired because of it. so worn out. i slept nearly all day today (despite not being able to afford to), and haven't gotten my work done for tomorrow. which is a bigger problem considering i had work from Monday i was also planning to catch up on.
assuming i don't sneeze myself to death before classes, and that i get my nose under control enough to justify being there (as in, i'll be able to pay any attention and not just distract everyone else) i suppose i should go. at least then my profs might understand what kind of hell i'm in. no one ever believes that allergies can incapacitate someone. until they're around me when mine are bad. because honestly, i don't think i know anyone whose allergies can beat mine out.
my head is all fuzzy. make it stop.

when i close my eyes i see super smash bros melee. i'm thinking i watched it being played too much tonight. and they're all so good already that it's hard for me to catch up enough to play. not to mention stop blowing my nose. so i ooh and aah and pout jealously over the pretty game. and can't wait for the day when i finally have a game cube of my own. (want one now. not eons from now.) it's such a great nostalgic game though-- the detail is amazing sometimes. where is dave and his nintendo habit when i need him?

point of everything being though, i want to stop sneezing. i want my lungs to function normally again. well, normal for me at least. i want a game cube. i want my work to all be magically done. i want to be able to sleep. i want the world to understand that sometimes, allergies alone really are a good enough reason. if nothing else, i must get some kind of control over this before i have to go wait tables tomorrow. because i know there isn't anyone who can cover my shift, and besides, i need the money.

i'm almost out of kleenex. damn it.

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[notmonochrome.livejournal.com]

My Spring allergies are nowhere as near as incapacitating as my Fall allergies, but there is always a day or two that I feel all foggy headed and spend the day in bed or staring at a wall. (A few weeks ago I felt so crappy that I couldn't even remember the day of the week it was, and I ended up leaving a 5 minute ramble on my manager's voice mail that he thought was funny enough to forward to other members of my team.) My allergies have actually gotten better in the last few years, for which I am very thankful.

On the topic of Smash Brothers... I am horrible. I am a button masher that loses to other button mashers.