distracted much?
Apr. 26th, 2003 03:04 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
bryiarrosesomeone find faith for me, and quick. i just don't feel capable of this tonight. i know, i should have started earlier. i know a lot of things. but starting earlier really wouldn't have made me any less tired, wouldn't have found me any more energy, wouldn't have made me more focused. why does college have to be so hard sometimes. six questions from which to choose our paper topic and not one of them really hit on an issue that i was intrigued by in these books. and i have to be at work at 8:30 a.m. when my paper isn't due until noon. if i thought i could make the equivalent working anywhere else in northfield... let's say this week work has been testing my limits.
tonight is one of those nights where i wish it was last year. i wish i'd woken up at two p.m. to go work at bravo singing, then gone out to palomino or mackenzie's for drinks and ended up at the uptown diner with my girls at two in the morning eating oreo shakes and greasy food. i miss them. i miss that. i miss loving every moment. i know i'm always going to look back at the years i was at bravo as some of the best times of my life. i just hope that someday i'll find something else that i can make a living at as passionately. or rather, find success within that passion.
i need to work on my paper now. *sigh*
tonight is one of those nights where i wish it was last year. i wish i'd woken up at two p.m. to go work at bravo singing, then gone out to palomino or mackenzie's for drinks and ended up at the uptown diner with my girls at two in the morning eating oreo shakes and greasy food. i miss them. i miss that. i miss loving every moment. i know i'm always going to look back at the years i was at bravo as some of the best times of my life. i just hope that someday i'll find something else that i can make a living at as passionately. or rather, find success within that passion.
i need to work on my paper now. *sigh*
