...and i'm tired from all the weight...
Sep. 6th, 2003 12:49 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
bryiarroseso i couldn't find anyone i wanted to find tonight. walked around jesse james days by myself. went to the grand where there was actually a decent rock-a-billy band playing. if i'd had people with me, or known anyone younger than over-40-year-old guys there, i might have stayed. since i didn't, i left. called the people i knew. found out they were elsewhere. called ![[livejournal.com profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/external/lj-userinfo.gif)
zennerthanyou. he wasn't drunk and playing video games with the boys and saying things that made me nervous tonight, so i talked to him for a little. got arianwen. came to the cow. had two margaritas. am tipsy. typing is hard. sash is at home and drunker than i am though. god knows where travis is. stupid boy.
stupid all boys. i don't like them. they're either stupid, or not here, or both. stupid boys.
(remember, i'm drunk. or close to it.)
it's nearly time to go home and do i don't know what. drink more? but that wouldn't be so good. at least here i have arianwen online and so it's not so much like i'm drinking by myself. at home, it's more solitary. i don't know.
my sleep schedule is all fucked up. i'm lonely. i'm trying to work on my independent study and doing okay sometimes. but still. someday i will no longer be broke and that will be a good thing.
time to go i think. love to you all. can't wait until i'm online for real again.
zennerthanyou. he wasn't drunk and playing video games with the boys and saying things that made me nervous tonight, so i talked to him for a little. got arianwen. came to the cow. had two margaritas. am tipsy. typing is hard. sash is at home and drunker than i am though. god knows where travis is. stupid boy. stupid all boys. i don't like them. they're either stupid, or not here, or both. stupid boys.
(remember, i'm drunk. or close to it.)
it's nearly time to go home and do i don't know what. drink more? but that wouldn't be so good. at least here i have arianwen online and so it's not so much like i'm drinking by myself. at home, it's more solitary. i don't know.
my sleep schedule is all fucked up. i'm lonely. i'm trying to work on my independent study and doing okay sometimes. but still. someday i will no longer be broke and that will be a good thing.
time to go i think. love to you all. can't wait until i'm online for real again.
