bryiarrose | incoherent babbling

i'm exhausted. i suppose this week is a good enough reason why. but still. i don't like it.

i'm not doing very well with getting to sleep early, mostly because i don't fall asleep when i do try. which isn't terribly often.

i am trying to eat better. and have hardly any caffiene. both of those at least are going relatively well. but my body isn't being very forgiving today about yesterday's yoga. sore and tired are more like it. my abs in particular are killing me. good sign? bad sign?

i have to track someone down and find out what time i would have to be back on sunday and whether going to chicago will work. so far i haven't had any luck... by phone, email, or checking the cmc and the libe. hmm.
part of me says i'd be better off staying here. sleeping, catching up on the work i couldn't do earlier this week because i didn't have my books. things like that. not having to worry about what time i make it back. but i know going would be best for me. i know if i stay here i'm going to be lonely this weekend. no matter what. i just haven't mastered the knack of not being lonely yet. something.

i have to go read for american lit. puritans et al. i don't want to. i want to go home and read harry potter. or sleep. or something. but i have to do this reading. suppose i'll go to the libe, have another look for m. and try to read a bit. i suppose it could be worse. i could be trying to wrap my head around my reading on the sublime in america.

will i fall asleep if i try and read at the libe?

i saw a commercial for the school of rock, the new jack black movie coming out. want to go. add another to the list of movies i need to see and haven't. so behind.

also, the new G5s they have in the mac lab are lovely. so fast and so shiny.

my free will for the week suggested rather strongly that i need to have my mind blown. perhaps that would fix everything.