only know i'm staying til i go again

[bryiarrose]

oh but the people at the library were loud tonight. i nearly lost my patience and snapped at them. decided to try coming home to work instead, especially as i wasn't having much luck with the database searching. on the other hand, i think i've nearly doubled the number of books that possible comps research will come out of. and my prospectus... is still being worked on. (at least it's the same for most of the others.)

trying not to freak out over how much work i have to do, and the inability to do it that i seem stuck with. wish i knew how to get past these blocks without getting to the 'do or die' point. for a second today, i entertained thoughts of leaving school again. but only for a second. i know it would be stupid, you don't have to tell me so. if i'm not doing this for me, why am i doing it?

if i make it one more week everything will be alright. or so i'm going to keep telling myself.

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[sashybaby.livejournal.com]

No leaving school allowed.

So close. Just get this shit over and done with.

That's my goal.