tired from all the weight
Nov. 22nd, 2003 07:24 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
i had to plug everything back in to work on my cs project, and thankgoodness i did it when i did! otherwise instead of a tape of pretty pretty hugh jackman in oklahoma i would have a tape of nothing at all. i say again, thankgoodness.
they spent the day putting up the storm windows on the house, finally admitting that winter is coming. at least i think that's what they were doing. for as much banging clanging and pounding as went on all day i'd hope they were rebuilding the whole damn house. needless to say, concentrating with all of that going on has not been easy and work has not gone well.
neil had this to say today:
Sometimes lousy writing days are lousy writing days because you're still figuring something out, and you're not quite ready to let yourself know what it is. And sometimes they’re just days when your head doesn’t want to do the thing where anything worthwhile ever seems to make it out of your fingertips.
i'm not entirely sure which of those is my problem (though i lean towards the second), but i've certainly had a problem. i think it's important to recognize and accept that sometimes you just can't force it. then again, i don't have that luxury right now. at this point i'm not sure if everything's going to get done. it's looking more and more unlikely. and the wellness center couldn't find anything concretely wrong with me. so. i push forward as best as i can and hope. keep your fingers crossed for me. i need it.
in watching the first scene of oklahoma! i have to say that thus far, i'm adoring it. and i'm not normally one to adore this show. tolerate, yes. adore? not so much. but their characterizations are fresh and fun and it's beautifully done. they get big points because laurie (at least thus far) isn't the usual sappy frilly character you usually see. she's in overalls! and can act! i'm turning it off and going back to the research for my cs project at the end of this scene, elsewise i'd watch it all.
my cs project by the way? is essentially a webpage (with research equiv. to a 10pg. paper--don't ask me) on blogs and blogging. yup yup.
did i mention how rich a character aunt eller has the potential to be? i mean, we've always known that. but still.
i'm done being a musical theater geek for now. promise. i'll spare you until later.
eta: the anxious fox icon, looks much closer to drunk than anxious. how perplexing.
they spent the day putting up the storm windows on the house, finally admitting that winter is coming. at least i think that's what they were doing. for as much banging clanging and pounding as went on all day i'd hope they were rebuilding the whole damn house. needless to say, concentrating with all of that going on has not been easy and work has not gone well.
neil had this to say today:
Sometimes lousy writing days are lousy writing days because you're still figuring something out, and you're not quite ready to let yourself know what it is. And sometimes they’re just days when your head doesn’t want to do the thing where anything worthwhile ever seems to make it out of your fingertips.
i'm not entirely sure which of those is my problem (though i lean towards the second), but i've certainly had a problem. i think it's important to recognize and accept that sometimes you just can't force it. then again, i don't have that luxury right now. at this point i'm not sure if everything's going to get done. it's looking more and more unlikely. and the wellness center couldn't find anything concretely wrong with me. so. i push forward as best as i can and hope. keep your fingers crossed for me. i need it.
in watching the first scene of oklahoma! i have to say that thus far, i'm adoring it. and i'm not normally one to adore this show. tolerate, yes. adore? not so much. but their characterizations are fresh and fun and it's beautifully done. they get big points because laurie (at least thus far) isn't the usual sappy frilly character you usually see. she's in overalls! and can act! i'm turning it off and going back to the research for my cs project at the end of this scene, elsewise i'd watch it all.
my cs project by the way? is essentially a webpage (with research equiv. to a 10pg. paper--don't ask me) on blogs and blogging. yup yup.
did i mention how rich a character aunt eller has the potential to be? i mean, we've always known that. but still.
i'm done being a musical theater geek for now. promise. i'll spare you until later.
eta: the anxious fox icon, looks much closer to drunk than anxious. how perplexing.